Don't give it up

Who knows what gana happen to me next. This might be the essence and the beauty - at the same time- of life when you are waiting hopelessly. My 3 years plus 12 years endeavor is waiting to get its reply. I have quitted my job to start a new career, to earn money which I need to run my future plan. I am straggling in this way days after days. I am not giving up my dream, even though it seems not to come true any time.